Another crazy busy week almost over!! Thank you Lord! The first part of the week we were just dead. I still kind of feel that way actually but Wednesday night we got to go to church. And the good Lord came by for the whole family. I think we all needed it so bad. I actually hadn't been to church in almost a month and I was missing it. Then Friday was Jasmines wedding and we were busy with that of course. You know me if there is a wedding I am in on it some how. I actually didn't get to do as much as I would like to help with this because of Carter but I did enough. We did all the flowers and helped with food. Well of course clean up!! It turned out to be very pretty of course.
Then today was the Cardin reunion. It wasn't as much fun as usual because we didn't stay all weekend like normal. We got to stay late and sit around the fire tonight. It was nice to sit with some family and laugh for a while. I am sure you will see pics soon! There are some good ones floating around from today. We ate and laughed alot so it was worth it.
Everyone pray for Edna. Tomorrow is her anniversary and everyone is having to go home tomorrow. Thank the good Lord Douglas and April stayed all week so they were there with her. It is going to be rough anyway much less with everyone leaving. Actually pray for everyone. We have some good days but then like the other night Lucas just lost again. He started telling me about Pawpaw. Everything he could do and everything pawpaw taught him. It was actually really sweet but pitiful. He was like Momma did you know pawpaw could juggle. I was like NO. He said yea I wish he would have taught me before.... He never finished the sentence. He just lost it> It is so awful. He is at the age where he really don't understand it all but just enough to tear him up. Sometimes life ain't fair.
I just keep thinking about how much he suffered in his last few weeks. I think thank you lord for taking him. Then I think about Christmas or family get together. It is going to be so different. EMPTY!! He was the one that said Nana the kids are getting hungry its time to eat or Nana we might as well open the presents the kids are ready!
Well that is enough and I am really sleepy!! NIGHT NIGHT!!